Goin’ Home.
I’m so bad at this blogging thing. I wish that wasn’t the case, b/c everyone needs some form of venting. I used to write all the time to release stress and frustration, and now I just sleep on it..or as I learned in my translation class, “Consultar con mi almohada.” Which in a literal form means consult with my pillow. Spanish is definitely a funny language.
I’ve had so much on my mind lately. I always do. My brain never gets a moment to spare. Whether it’s personal stuff, shit I forgot to do, school stuff, or shit I need to do…there’s always something going on up there. Even when there isn’t much to think about, there’s always a song playing too. It’s probably where my terrible ADD comes from. Constant music. Thank you Mom & Dad.
I usually don’t like to expose too much on here, because well, it’s not a diary I can write in and keep to myself. For now, my brain is my diary…and this is where I expose snippets of it. So far, the past few months have been a whirlwind. It’s been good and sometimes it’s been bad, but you learn and take something from both bad times and good. I’ve certainly taken a lot from both. It’s changed the way I think and feel to such level that I feel like a completely different person, but it’s a good different. The past few months have seemed like a vacation to me, even though I’ve been killing myself at school and depriving myself of sleep, it’s still what I wanted. I wanted a different life. I wanted some kind of change and I got it, but I’m starting to think that it’s not permanent. Some people move to different cities thinking they’ve got it made, but then realize home is where the heart is, and they go back. Sometimes they never look back. I haven’t physically moved anywhere, but my life has certainly taken a different direction. I can’t figure out if it’s going to keep going in new directions or if I’ll turn around and get back into my comfort zone. Logically, one would think you’d keep going in one direction…why the hell would you turn around when you’ve made it this far? Because home is comfort. It’s the kind of comfort you can only get at home, nowhere else. Sometimes, you just need that comfort and perhaps it’s the one thing that can take you anywhere you want to go. The love and comfort of being at home is the best feeling in the world, no matter where you’ve been and how long you’ve been gone. Home is sweet. I’ve left home and I can’t decide for the life of me if I’m coming back. Vacations are nice, but there’s no place like home.
with love from the land of vacation,
L
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“Love is a verb, it ain’t a thing. It’s not something you own it’s not something you scream.”
I think I’ve definitely established that I’m not good at this blogging thing. It’s been like two months since my last post! I’ve been extremely busy with everything, but it has all been worth it. I finished my last semester at GSC with all A’s in 6 classes. It was by far the best semester I’ve ever had and definitely one of the most enjoyable teacher and classmate wise. I also picked piano back up from taking a music class, so that was pretty awesome too! I’d give an arm and a leg if I could play as awesome as some of the people I know, but I do what I can.
Now that school is over I have a lot of extra free time, so I’ll be working more and making more $ which is much needed right now. Definitely want to take some trips this summer, keep growing and learning about myself, and have an awesome 24th birthday in July. It’s safe to say that things have changed a lot, but I will say that 2011 has been pretty amazing so far. I got into dental hygiene school, which is another great accomplishment and can’t wait to see how it goes. I also have someone new in my life. So far, he’s been a refreshing dose of happiness that I have longed for. We’ve been taking it easy and getting to know each other and things have been great. We’re both very goal oriented and ambitious, which is really nice to have in common. We both want the same things out of life and that’s something that’s pretty awesome to me. He’s all together a really passionate person. Passionate about school, his future, his relationships with people, and several other things. It’s something I find so wildly attractive that I can’t help but smile about it all of the time. I’m curious to see where things will go, but for now we’re taking it slow. Unintentionally moving on from one relationship to the next has been very difficult, but I certainly feel like life is too short to sell yourself short. It’s like that stupid saying, if life gives you lemons make lemonade.It’s so true. I’m going to take whatever I’m given and roll with it. Who cares what anyone thinks? It is what it is. Respectfully, you should always care about other people and their feelings, but at the end of the day you’ve got to make sure you’re happy too. I used to be really cautious of other people’s feelings a little too much and in the end it did nothing for me. There came a day where I decided to put my wants and needs before a lot of other things, and now I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. So there you have it. An update on myself as of late. I must say, I like myself a lot more than I used to :)
Til next time….
L
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